So mid years are over, big deal, its not like i'm having a great time now, still progressing towards losing it...i'm kinda still dying...just that i'm dying a different way. Sometimes wondering is totally pointless, sometimes we know the answer but its hidden by so many other things...other times, we really have no clue what to do. Seriously, for the sake of the things at stake, i really should move towards fixing things up, although a lot of feelings still hold me back. Anger and repulsion mainly. But oh well, i guess we've got to start somewhere if anywhere at all. I really do hope i dont fail math and chem too badly..i dont think i'll have enough spare marks from the humanities side to pull them up too much, this time at least.
my stand stays about the both of you.
